Refleting on times gone by,
Remembering all the struggles,
All the pain and all the lies.
I remember sitting in my room,
Thinking you were practically over,
You were practically doomed.
I remember sitting with my back against the door,
Listening to you stutter nervously,
Listening to mom cry while I felt lost and meek, like I was four.
I remember my heart stopping every time you wouldn't pick up the phone,
I remember thinking nobody could understand,
I remember believe that I was all alone.
I remember biting my lip and telling myself it would all be fine,
I remember wishing that it wasn't a lie.
I tortured myself with tears,
Remembering the agonizing peace of past years.
I remember pouring my heart out to my one true friend...
I remember wishing all the suffering would just end.
Now I sit here, remembering everything,
Remembering all of the sorrow and all of the stings,
BUt it's all over now.
And I can't help but smile, instead of frown.
