If you only really knew me

If you only really knew me
Maybe then you'd see
That even though I keep on smiling
I often feel empty inside of me

If you only really knew me
Maybe then you'd realize
That under this hair and make-up
There's a little girl that cries

If you only really knew me
Maybe then you'd finally know
That there's been night I've cried myself to sleep
Thinking about letting go

If you only really knew me
Maybe then you'd look me in my eyes
And ask me how I'm really feeling
Seeing trough my shallow lies

If you only really knew me
Maybe then you'd finally know
That I'm so afraid of being left alone
I'm so afraid of letting go

If you only really knew me
Maybe you'd see me wipe the tears away
Waking up to another morning
Another day to act okay