Why do they haunt me
They seem so recent
But they are old to all but me
It is causing my decent
Into a madness that I will never be free
I do not want the memories to go
They are the few happy things I had
But the pain I feel comes from what I know
I will never be able to regain what I once had
Now I am making the one I love go
I try as hard as I can to help her
But that only makes it worse
Why do I still have the memories of her
Loves pain could never be worse
I donâ??t know what to do
I just will try to please her
I will do what she tells me too
Anything to please her
Im sorry I dont deserve forgiveness
I knew that I was not helping
But I could not stop it is my sickness
Insanity is loving
