One Night Only

And suddenly, my pen halts in midair
Tears leisurely cloud up my vision
My heartbreak is throbbing, now I see,
Was this a wrong decision?

Letting go is tremendously hard
Pain remains attracted to my soul
Is time healing me? It's hurting me...
When did I lose control?

Come down, write out my blood
Allow sorrows to blow aside
Oh, years wasted and tears tasted
Was it useful when I tried?

The paper crumbles at my feet
I mournfully look away
And I have...one night only
One night only from today

[[I don't know where I was even going with this.]]