Fake Smiles and Forced Laughs

Faking a bright smile
For all the world to see
Nobody knows whate on the inside
Noone but me

Forcing a laugh
At every stupid joke
I dont want to be here
On my own amusement i choke

Damaging my ego
With every sentace comes a blow
Stabbing my lifeless heart
How i wish you could know

These fake smiles and forced laughs
Slowly have become
Part of my personality
And they are not welcome