What Do You Do?

What do you do:
when you see everyone around you with someone;
your friends finally get the attention they want from who they want;
you try to be happy for them but you can’t,
all you can feel is jealousy?

What do you do:
when everyone talks about how close they are to their family;
they tell them everything and always get attention
but when you try to follow suit,
it just never works?

What do you do:
when you try your hardest to shut off your feelings for him;
you want to, you need to move on but for some reason you can’t;
you try to be happy that he’s happy with another, you even try to help,
but you know inside that you really aren’t?

What do you do:
when you feel so unpretty;
everyone else puts themselves down all the time;
someone will always intervene, always argue because they’re beautiful,
but when you do no one does and you know exactly why?

What do you do:
when you see your best friends fading before your eyes;
you wish you could be close again;
so you make new friends but does that mean it has to be,
out with the old and in with the new?

What do you do:
when you get that special attention you’ve always wanted;
the only problem is that it’s not from who you want;
you think that it all would keep you happy and content,
but it’s just not the same as it would be from him?

What do you do:
when you cry;
no one notices;
because they don’t care,
should you just stop?