The Darkest Hour (Before Dawn)

A vernal night, a moonlit meadow
sweet cherry blossom everywhere
beside the lake a moonlight shadow
is swallowing the stifling air

the blackened water shines and glistens
just as my soul... I'd like to drown
but I came here so my heart listens
I came here for I let you down

can't give in to devouring blackness
can't cave in for I see no light
'cause still my spirit searches reckless
for what is always out of sight

I really long to live beside you
I really wish to feel for thee
but 'cause I can't I did my breakthrough
left you to roll the dice for me