This useless Life for You

I drowned my soul in hate for me
the only way that I could be
I killed myself to make it through
too many times... I'm loosing you

you say you want me not to cry
you need me, that's why I can't die
so nothing's left that I can do
but give my worthless life to you

now just for you I'm still around
I have no choice, not lost, not found
there's nothing left for me to do
I'll live this useless life for you