Waiting,Wondering when the pain is to stop
Thinking it will end soon
All to late
Wondering when it will wane like the moon
Pain bursting like a horse out the starting gate
Sick and tired of all the problems
Never knowing when you get a break
Knowing life's been fake
How to make it stop
Thinking of a gun
No to dramatic
Wondering of a knife
Close but to messy
Stockpile of drugs
Any random bottle
Wishing someone would throttle me
No one to stop me now
Everyone has meaning but me
One gulp does it all
No turning back now
Lying down,Overdose taking effect
Dreaming of everyone I love
Becoming Numb and Cold
Realizing this was a mistake
Not thinking it through
Will anyone miss me
One face comes to mind
Out of the Grey cloud
My love
I hope she wont cry
