Numb

Im on the edge of oblivion
Face to face with the truth
Afraid Im going to fall in
My life is aloof
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Teetering the fine line
Afraid to let go
Yerning for a small sign
Tired of feeling so low
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So out of control
Alone in my head
Not quite whole
Lying in bed
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Answers I seek
Questions I find
My mind I want to keep
Hoping nothing left behind
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Day after day
Pill after pill
Try as I may
It never has its fill
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Completely engulfs me
Every last shred
Depressions the key
Making me feel dead