My fear

I'm tired of being here,
Stuck with this fear.
Rain pounding against the window,
Watching as my tears start to flow.

Close my eyes,
I hear her cries.
She needs someone,
To take her gun.

The sky turns dark,
I saw a spark.
Lightening hits the ground,
With a loud sound.

She lays there dead,
The lightening struck her head.
Suddenly I'm awake,
My body starts to shake.

This dream seemed so real,
No way I can heal.
This is my fear,
And why I wish I wasn't here...