Pain

I am Always in horrible pain
My mind blocks it
Trying to keep me sane
But I can barely take this shit
Who can live in almost constant agony
So much that even morphine does nothing
The only thing that I can do is ignore the agony
But that is no longer working
Now this is the only pain I can feel
This is starting to steal
Every sensation not just the bad
Its taking and I am beginning to go mad
I see my blood its runny
And it just seems so funny
that I release some chuckles
At my battered bloody knuckles
The only pain that is more great
Is the pain from my heart break
It is one of the few things that brings tears
And the only thing I hate more then when my mind shears
Tearing thoughts and memories from my mind
Making them nearly impossible to find
But it is still nothing compared to heartache