So sorry

Your name is all around me,
And your words echo in my head,
From all the things Ive done to you,
And all the things I said,
Youre the only one I trust with life,
The only one that I adore,
And when we have a moment,
You make me beg for more,
Im so sorry that I hurt you,
So sorry that you cried,
For being so dishonest,
Because you know I lied,
Youre not the one who made things worse,
Not the one who broke us up,
Youre not the one at fault here,
Cuz Im the one whos stuck,
Im stuck between a rock,
And what you said to me,
Because I really care,
And youre the one I see,
I dont know why I said that,
Or why I ran away,
Instead of staying there,
To see what you had to say...

*this poem is about my one true love, Sam. My parents are stopping from letting us see each other, and I made her so mad that I broke us up. Sam- if youre reading this, I'm so sorry... I love you more than the world, and would give the world to see you again, but I can't... I love you*