My Lie

Are my emotions that well confined
or are they all just simply blind?
How can they not see my shattered
heart?
falling, piece by piece, so torn apart
Aching for my love this way
Crying for him each and every day
How could i ever have fell for his line
i wanted so much for him to be mine
of course he went and broke my heart
now all i want is to be far, far apart
everynight comes the pain and fears
pillow wet with so many tears
lost and alone in my own dark confusion
showing them all such a perfect illusion
i will never let them see what i have become
lost on the inside, frozen and numb
laying here so broken and cold
i only pray for someone to hold