Slow down look in your self before you leap

Its not like I did not know it would happen
I knew it would its how things are but it’s so sudden
I was thinking maybe two or three more days
But I was off and it has left my mind in a haze
I want to tell her but I cant what if I am wrong
What if this one will work out but It wont take long
For the answers to come it never fails
Every time she seeks love it never sails
Instead it runs aground in a grand crash
Every time my heart gains another slash
And I feel the agony that is worse then my pain
It is hers but I feel it more then what made me insane
So much worse it draws my dry eyes to tears
Not just moist but running in so much fear
They bring horrible agonizing dreams
Leaving my mind full with screams
She needs to know her self first
In order to stop being cursed
with a broken heart and worry