Second choice

I always thought the same,
that I would never move on.
But it's OK, your to blame,
I've waited way too long.

It was burnt in my mind,
That you were the only one.
But I was blind,
I was just being dumb.

I think there's some one else,
some one who might actually care.
some one to treat me good,
a girl who's always there.

I've only just met her,
but I already have this feeling.
I still love you of course forever,
but I'm tired of the drugs, lying, and stealing.

Don't try to pull me back,
don't try to lie to me.
I wont ruin this chance again,
damn it just set me free.

I got to have trust,
I got to have loyalty.
you always make me wonder,
If your somehow lying to me.

All your friends are guys,
most likely all with benefits.
according to your lies,
I can't go along with any of this.

I'm heart broken and tired,
so I found some one new.
I found my second choice,
and sorry it's not you.