I want

I want to be perfect
i want to be pretty
i want to be something else
i don't want to be me

i want to be their envy
i want my scars to fade away
i want to put the blade down
and live good for one day

i want her to be in my arms again
i want her to be again mine
i want to continue to love her
i want to help her world shine

i want to be skinner
i want to be so thin
i want to fight this battle
and i want to win

i want to smile and mean it
i don't want the tears
i want to be happy to go home
i don't want to live in fear

i want to be your princess again
i don't want the constant fight
i want the tears to disappear
i don't want to cry every night

i want to tell the truth
about everything that is wrong
i want to cut the list short
for right now it is too long

i want you to again trust me
i don't want to form another wound
i want to live life long
but i am sure it will end soon

i want to be your only one
i don't want to ever hurt you
i want to be in your arms forever
i want you to remain so true

i don't want this pain
i don't want this broken heart
i don't want the these falling tears
they are tearing me apart

i don't want to be so lonely
i want to be with you
i want you to come back to life
i don't want to live without you

i want to be perfect
i want to be so pretty
i want to be something else
i just don't want to be me