If They Would Understand

If only people would understand
Know what I have hidden inside
To know where I'm at is on cloud 9
But no not because of love
But because everything I have to hold onto is falling apart

I don't want to face reality
I rather ignore the failure of things in my life
Act like I'm happy and that nothing is wrong
Just because when I come back from the dream life I'm in
I will realize all my dreams has been shattered
Just right before my eyes

And the fact that I did nothing would hurt me
But what to do if not let too
But what to do if not listened too
What to do if counted as stupid and not counted as anything.

I don't like being hurt which is why I ignore a lot of things
I deal with it later, when I'm crying myself to sleep
To lead my own life I need to be let go
To be let go of the people who has me in their hands

Not letting me have any control which is why my life is falling
I'm dreams slowly and slowly flying away
Dreams getting smaller when the world seems to grow
If I'm not the only one with the same problem
There are other people too

Not learning to be independent and grow
Being more ignorant then ever before
Not realizing things in front of them because it hurts
Not seeing the true matters in life because they think other things are more important
But that's not it....because they should do all of that
Realize true matters and not care for anything else
Do what they have to do for them
Not forgetting what matters
To live their life to be something and the only one to have control of your life should be yourself
To live is to get hurt so hurt and learn
Learn and become a stronger person then you were before

....Don't let things stop your from trying to live a life of your dreams

**Just what i was feeling and what i learned..not sure if it is good so please comment and vote**