Missing Him[MyBrother]

His way of smiling gave me ease.
His way of loving captivated me.
His way of caring made me forget,
All the reasons I did worry.

His dreams took me in,
And, seemed to set aside..
All the pain that was hidden,
And, all the tears I cried.

At only 11, he was my idol.
At only 11, a smile with out end.
At only 11, and all he's been through..
He was my brother, my best friend.

Things have changed since dad left.
He's faded into another world.
Beaten, bruised, and cut..
by the unearthly sword.

He's depressed and rude.
Constantly angry.
Forgiven but hated,
By only me.

All he's been through.
All I try to understand.
Just seems to put me..
In another world, another land.

I'm missing him.
My brother and friend.
I'm missing him..
Until the end.