Hear me (be silent)

My worst fears awaken me,
I see you no longer,
The figures fade,
You are gone.

Why would you leave me...

But of course,
~Stupid child,~

My voice whispers -

~When you abandon someone,
They hate you,
When you lie,
They despise you,
When you hurt someone,
They loath you.~

~You had everything,
You gave it away.
You had friendship,
Where is your care?~

I tried to get better for her,
I tried to find the way for her,
I tried to survive for her,
I tried to live for her,
I tried to help her.

~But your silence shows your thoughtlessness.~

I tried so hard.

~But your absence shows your naivite~

I tried so long.

~But your sins caught up with you.~

I miss her.

~But she can't hear you.
You betrayed her.
You are a traitor.
You are unworthy.
You are nothing to her.~

I am nothing now.