Am i forgiven

Am I forgiven, for falling so deep
Am I forgiven, because I still weep
Do you believe me
When I say Iâ??m alright
Are you so naïve
Or is it out of spite

Can you just not stand it
That I may have found someone new
But you make it so hard for me
Because I still love you

Am I forgiven
For loving your flaws
Am I forgiven
For giving you my heart without clause

Do you still love me
But hide it away
Or am I just hoping
For a rainy day

I know I must be stupid
To think im good enough
I know im ignorant
Because I fell in love

I know I was different once
Stronger, more composed
But you opened something inside of me
Now Iâ??m left with the holes

Am I forgiven
For writing this to you?
Am I forgiven
For not wanting to accept that we are through?
*KRM*
16/01/2007