Secrets and lies

Ive dug myself in a hole
one that is too deep
its eating away at my soul
its making me cry blood to weep

i cant get out of this one
its a lie too extreme
i wanna yell it out
but its silent when i scream

its crawling out of my skin
sucking my life away
this is a fight ill never win
because so unfair, it plays

i have secrets and lies
that Ive kept from you
my eyes are sore from the cries
because i am not being very true

i want to tell you so bad
but i no you`ll leave me for sure
im frightened of what you`ll do
but i cant hide it anymore!

i have secrets and lies
but just one to the extreme
youll soon say your goodbyes
so unfair its like a bad dream

im so sorry babe
for the truth could not be defeated
i messed up
...i cheated