Fading

Fading away, living in sin,
Playing a game that you just cant win,
Running a race that has no end,
My broken heart that you cannot mend,
Life itself has shown me rejection,
I look in the mirror and see my reflection,
The person I see just isn't me,
I went in the wrong direction,
Down on my knees, screaming and praying,
The demons inside me are laughing and playing,
Hoping and wishing for another chance,
One more shot at life, one last dance,
People are dying, but I don't care,
You say I'm going to hell but I am already there,
So leave me here, here to die,
Do not worry, my time is nigh,
It's time for me to leave this planet earth,
To have my last and final birth,
Although my demise will be breath taking,
My light inside is finally awaking.