Its Been Three Years Since You Died

Its been three years since you died.
I didnt even get to say goodbye.
Did you feel it?
Did you know it was coming?
Were you alone?
Or were they watching?
Did they treat you with compassion?
Or were they cold and unemotional, as you were passing?
When I got the call that blizzard night,
I felt so helpless in my plight
You floated away before I could get to you
Fighting so hard, I couldnt get through
My heart and soul were crushed forever
My Daddy and I would never be together

Its been three years since you died.
You didnt even say goodbye.
This river of tears could drown me
This despair I feel could choke me
I cant believe you left me here,
Drifting in this lonely fear.
The anger in my heart is still so fresh
You were alone in your helplessness
You have no idea how much I miss you
Did you know how much I love you?
My heart and soul were crushed forever,
My Daddy and I would never be together.

I take so little solace
Knowing you are in a better place
No disease to tear your body to pieces.
Forever my spirit an open crevice.
My heart and soul were crushed forever,
My Daddy and I would never be together.

While I know you had to leave me,
And I know its not your fault,
Its been three years since you died.
We didnt even say goodbye.

-winterseve28 01/12/07

Daddy,

You come to visit me in my dreams occasionally, not nearly as often as Id like, and usually only in times when I am in distress. They are precious nights that are a rare gift. Although I cannot touch you in this life, at least we will always have my dreams. Please visit soon. I love you.