Forsaken

You led me on;
A fish helplessly hooked.
I fell deeply for you,
But my love you overlooked.

All the memories,
The good times we shared.
The way you are now,
Seems like they were never there.

You stand there, numb,
Going on with your life.
Pretending not to know me,
And I don't even know why.

This is ridiculous,
I thought you were bigger than this.
Apparently not;
You're acting so childish.

I wish you would talk to me,
Tell me how you did it all.
How you made a monster like me,
Pitifully crumble and fall.

I was closed off and cold,
I let nobody near.
Yet I let you venture close,
I readily embraced my fear.

In just a couple months,
I was caught up so deep.
Everything about you
Woke every sensation in me.

Those two months of bonding,
Seemed to secure an eternal happiness.
Then something just went wrong,
In one day, it turned to a mess!

I'm still frustrated,
I don't want to be this way.
I'm tired of thinking about you,
How can this hurt go away?