Im Crying alone

You get home
work and you sit
on the couch,
you look like
a ghost so pall
so still,
your crying alone
but so am i,
you have to understand,
i need you by my side,
but now its
time to say goodbye,
it wasn't your fault
i knew it was time,
you read the letter
over and over
again, only you,
together we were lost
together we were nothing
you said you cared
and i lied when i said i dont
please forgive me
were more then that
dont keep on me
i want you to go on and
find another love.
but remember, i will be the
first face you see
when you get here,
and i will never find
another love, only your love
will take my heart,
i guess you dont have to
worry about finding new love
you found her,
together you are hole, and
together you have it all
i hope she was worth it
enjoy your time together,
forever i will love you
but i will always hate you for
what you did.

***yep, this is real, he cheated on me, and broke my heart***