Just a memory

When I close my eyes I see your face
Two persons together in a warm embrace
Sweet kisses, your smile and the look in your eyes
I cant believe that they were all just lies

When we were laying there together, I said I love you
It might have scared you, but what I said is true
Now I am nothing but an empty shell
My energy drained, I cant recognize myself

If you didnt loved me why did you kissed?
Why telling me that I was the one you have missed?
All I can do now is just cry
And keep wondering, why oh why?

If you love me why dont you stay?
I wonder why i still bother, doesnt it always go this way?
My feelings for you, they have never been so strong
I want to be back with you, in your arms where I belong
But now it seems that my dream about you and me
Turned out to be nothing else then just a memory...

~Darkbreath 5-2-2007~

((In reaction on my recently lost bf.. I love him and will never be only then just a memory))