Dear Religion

It's been a long time since we talked
I kind of missed the days I prayed
Ever since I left, I regretted it
I know I should have stayed

The days that I was depressed
The days that I was stressed
I blamed you for most of them
It was the only way I could express

That I felt left alone by you
And I was annoyed, I was sad
I missed my only friend
I guess I kind of got mad

I'm confused because
I don't think I'm afraid to die
I'm sorry, my lord, I'm not
I don't know the reason why

It's a feeling I have
Knowing it's fine for me to go
Although I left you
It's just something I know

There are days when I think
You're just someone fake
That you're not even there
That my belief's a mistake

It's very difficult for me
To prove that you're real
More I try to show myself
The more you seem unreal

I hope I see you someday in heaven
I wish you'd visit me in hell
I'd be delighted you watched
An angel who fell

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