Regret

I wish things were a little easier
but unfortunately this is as good as it gets
if its alright with you I'm going to disappear
with suitcases packed full with regrets

I was never on board with giving up
the last thing i want is to let you down
so hate me for doing just what I do best
and don't miss me when I'm not around

Your nothing short of everything I want
and everything I could never have
your eyes inflict invisible butterflies
that are slowly tearing this heart in half

Its almost as though we said hello
just to walk away and say goodbye
not that your motives are on trial here
or I deserve any form of reason why

I'm sorry if part of you was counting on me
to penetrate your gorgeous disguise
just think of this as a permanent break
from all the shenanigans secrets and lies

I'll always care about you more then you know
because I never got the chance to say
all the things that are driving me insane inside
taking the wheel and steering me away

If ever you forget what defeat looks like
adjust your eyes to my direction
if there was a seat saved in your heart for me
I guess I've gone and lost this election

I'm sorry