Suffering mind

Life sucks,
then you die
pierce a needle,
through my eye.
rip it out,
roll it around,
cover it with dirt,
smash to the ground.
slit your wrist,
cut your throat,
pull the trigger,
lifes a joke.
hang yourself,
with a string,
inject yourself,
feel the sting.
taste the blood, of an innocent child,
is there suffering really worth your while?
what more could this world bring?
more death, decay,
murderous and inoscent screams?
remove me, free my mind,
deafen my ears,
make me blind.
watching a death,
thinking how lucky they are,
to leave this place,
with a mind not too scarred.
though, my time will hopefully come,
for me to reach for the heavens,
to reach for the sun,
but except me there, they will not,
so sucked into the vortex of hell,
soul wastes' away and here it rots.