Strong But Wrong.

Tears should be rolling down my cheek
and I don't know why I'm not falling apart
I saw proof and I've heard enough
Yet, you have no valid reason
To try to rip me into pieces
Like you usually did...everyday

It's okay.
The thought of losing you is not killing me
And I feel bad, that I stand here strong
Like I usually do - Cold as stone
It seems so wrong
I can't explain it. Maybe I've cried so much
That I am tired and I'm numb

And baby I hate it.
I feel bad that I don't feel bad...
When you are trying to hurt me.

[Just a vent.]