Never Enough

Sometimes I find it,
hard to Breathe.
Sometimes I find it,
impossible to Sleep.

I tried.
Tried.
Tried.
Tried my Hardest.
All I wanted,
was to be Enough.

I wanted you to say you Love Me.
I wanted you to show me off.
I wanted you to be "Proud"

It used to be, that You were too Harsh.
Used to be, you're expectations were too High.
Used to be...

Now, the blame is all on Me.

Too fat, so I Don't Eat.
Can't stop, so I throw up.
Too ugly, so I Cut.
Can't show them..
Too Stupid, so I Cheat.
Can't tell, cause then they'd Never Believe Me.
Too drunk, so I go to Bed.
Can't feel, so I pop Pills.

Too Imperfect,
So I G.i.v.e. U.p.

Never Enough.