Alone in this world

Alone in this world.

The place I once called home,
disappeared, along with my faith.
The thing I once called love;
left me alone in this world.

Forevermore, it takes my breath away.
Forevermore, it steals my happiness.
Forevermore, my life is replaced with..
the dreadful memories of what has been.

She said she would wait,
and day by day she did.
But, as I spent my time,
losing my own soul...

She created her own world.
She spent days and nights praying,
and days and nights fighting for,
what should and could have been.

She told me not to go,
But, if I did she'd always love me.
Her lies still haunt me
'til this very day.

For, as I shot down people in that tiny camp,
I lost the one I was fighting for.
And, after I lost all but my heart,
I lost the one I was waiting for.

Her smile kept me awake,
the thought of her touch
was a never ending cycle,
until the day I returned home..
To find myself..
alone in this world.
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It's definitely not my best. :/