Creating Distance

You're digging deeper than you've ever dug.
Searching for the one that you might love.
Facing the facts that you haven't faced.
And, remembering things you once erased.

Dreaming the dreams that you let fade.
Just letting the tears slowly cascade.
You've let it all go too far.
Now, you don't know who you are.

Just because of that one man.
Who stole your heart, and fantasy land.
The one you let run away,
The one you still miss this very day.

Though time you cannot rewind,
It's sinking further in your mind..
Losing it's place in existence
And, creating it's own distance.

You're brought back to life,
without torture and strife.
You're brought back to reality,
and you slowly begin to see..
That you and him weren't meant to be.