Silent and Paranoid

I am silent and paranoid
Holding onto my past
The fear of letting it out
The simple notion of secrets being revealed

I live in the shadows of the haunting
The ghost that comes to me
To remind me of the pain

Past feels no remorse
Nor sympathy for the awakening nights
Screaming in the darkest hours
For nobody to hear

I live silent and paranoid
For the past to rise again
Regain strength and attack

I live in fear
Fear of the world finding out
Fear of you knowing

I live in silence
In shadows
I live invisible