More secrets

You see the wounds
and ask me why
did i hurt myself last night
i fell, i tripped
all these excuses pass in my mind
but i just say
"because i can"
I wont tell you the truth
that i truly love you
or that every time
I look at those beautiful blue eyes
I remember the laughs
the tears almost shed
the days we spent together
having the best time ever
best friends
we said
no matter what happens
and yeah we still are
no matter whats happened
I still told you a lot
and listened to your troubles
and laughed when you fell
but still helped you up
so you see my dear friend
some of these scars
are in fact your fault
but this hole in my head
why
thats all on me
see if I had told you
then I would have known
who to blame
for your own scars
me
and as i look at my body laying in your lap
and the tears you are
shedding on my face
i do regret the pain I'm causing
and i do regret keeping that secret