This is How I Disappear

This is How I Disappear [Sonnet]

Deep within my sky blue eyes, sadness grows
As in my mind I flinch at forgiveness
Heaven knows that you are my one true rose
Even so, with my hate I must confess

Swimming in the blackness there is my soul
I have lost all sight of you; you are gone
I cannot allow myself to console
There's nothing left of the blood you have drawn

You have slashed my heart, my soul, and my mind
And you sit there as if nothing went wrong
It is our sisterhood that you've confined
Do you expect me to stay standing strong?

You have the advantage my dear sister
Unlike you... I cannot be sinister