Your Choice

You chose the drugs over me
your so-called only friend
i find that I'm not good enough for you
I don't see why i should fight

We used to talk all the time
on MSN, over the phone
i used to wish for a moment of peace
when you called me every night

You used to help me through my problems
I would help you through yours
until you turned to the drugs
alcohol, Weed and ice

We would spend all day together
Just us, in our little world
i would miss you if you weren't at my house
with you everything was nice

You've walked away
to hurt yourself
you're hurting me
for this i cannot forgive

We're dying together
you're killing me with you
your name deep in my skin
a thousand slits, i cannot live

Your choice hurts me
yet you don't seem to care
i can no longer be there for you
this makes me wish for death

Sometimes i wish for you to die
when you call me, stoned
and i start to cry
i wish you would understand for me

In conclusion i want you gone
this hurts me to say
but get out of my life
this pain you cause, i need it to stop