Didn't Even Look Back - Part 1

by Mezmeryz   Apr 29, 2007


I've had bad results in my many tests,
I've always failed, though I've tried my best.
It's like it was all a waste, loving you such,
To call you my best friend; why do I care so much?

Why is it that no matter, how much you seem to hurt me?
I always seem to come back. Why do I force myself to be?
What you want me to be? Why do I care? I'm so confused.
But more than that, I'm hurt, but I don't feel used.

Friends have hurt me. I've been betrayed; but why you?
Why does it never work? Just when I'm thinking too,
Everything will be fine. You leave without looking behind.
Not thinking what will become of me, where will I look to find?

I thought I'd always have your back, you always had mine.
Your friendship was enough for me. But you left without a sign.
I'm not complaining. I didn't want anything in return.
But you left me, walked away; left me in this mess to burn.

I can't help but cry and lie to you; I don't know what to do,
I wasn't waiting for no-other, I was only waiting for you.
I should be used to the torture, but it still hurts so much,
You've made my heart sink and know it needs a crutch.

I try to let you go, let you know my pain,
But I cannot do it, because my heart's so vain.
I want to forget you; I want you to hurt,
But I cannot do it, I feel like dirt.

When I know you're upset, I want to know why,
I want to keep you happy till the day that I die.
I care for you so much, so the pain I cannot hack,
To think; you left me; and you didn't even look back.

*Please read Part 2. Thanks.

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  • 16 years ago

    by Tracy D Rollings

    This was a very good poem , the sadness of losing friends sometimes hurts more than anything, it's hard to deal with at times ,. but we learn to move on and make new ones if we can, wonderful write and s pleasure to read , keep it up , your friend Tracy d..............5/5

  • 16 years ago

    by xPerfect Chaosx

    Wow. This poem speaks very truly of the emotions you go through when you lose someone you care about. It seems that the world is crumbling down around you and are lost and confused. This poem flows well and rocks!! 5/5!

    Much Love,
    .:Danielle:.

  • 16 years ago

    by dollwithafrown

    Aww, this was sad. It's never good when friendships turn sour, but you handled this poem really well. The emotion was clearly well expressed. I enjoyed reading very much.

  • 17 years ago

    by Choose xX Alex Xx Life

    Real good poem love. I love the way its set out really well. You expressed your feelings really well here :D

    xx alex xxx

  • 17 years ago

    by Ashleigh Skye

    I liked this poem.. when a friend decides to move on its very hard to deal with because they end up taking a part of you that you thought they would keep forever. And it makes you feel used and rejected. But dont worry cause real friends never leave you alone, and in time this so called friend of yours will be a distant memory. I really liked how you made this topic without sounding bitter or angry just sad and hurt. nice work.

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