My final breath

I gasp for the air i lack
as the cuts grow deeper and deeper
the blood flows free
as i fall to my knees
and i think of how you will hold her
of course i never showed
just how jealous i truly was
but then i thought you would have known
how much pain i truly felt
after tonight it wont matter at all
I'll be gone from this life
the bad habits will be over
and the lies will stop
the tears you wont shed
wont make me hit the top
I'll be fine where I'm going
don't you worry about a thing
I'll be well taken care of
wont have to wonder where I've been
this is the last breath i think
so I'll make the most of it
take a deep inhale
and whisper out of life
with a sweet "i love you"

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inspired by Tia...but not about Tia...just her pain made me think of it...thanks i suppose