Dreaded innocence

She cant handle it anymore shes slipping away
Her thoughts and memories build her her world
Why didn't you just build her a grave
She is lost no where to be found

its destroying her the thought of someone else with you
She cant handle that your touch is someone else's
Another girl to your collection just another one
She is like the rest to you just a body just a moment
She knows that she meant more to you
but still it trembles her world down that your not hers
Deny all you want that she was just like the rest to you
she knows it, she knows that you love her
Your words your actions hide the truth
The way your eyes scream you do show it oh so well
why was her being different so bothersome to you
Why was not having her body killing you
Tell me why did you dread her innocence

she is what you wanted and thought didn't exist
She was the first to give you such a feeling
She is what you dreamed of and hoped for
but you managed to push her away.
yet she has been pushed away and stayed still.