Killing Me

Feelings of unworthiness
Fall upon a body already jaded
All I want to do is breath,
To have oxygen coarse through my veins
AGAIN.
But it can't, I've shut it out,
I'm closed to the attempts to have a life.

Realization injected into cold eyes
I didn't realize what he was doing then
Would be the death of me now.
I let him hurt me,
And now I won't give anyone else a chance.

I know now that I'm worth more,
than what you made me believe.
So I'm taking your words
and tearing them out of my flesh.
I've allowed them to live inside my skin,
Now the poison must leave.

I'll take your jagged edged words
and aim them at your heart.
I don't want them any longer.
I thought for too long
that they'd make me closer...
to what I'd missed out on.

But I don't want to be near you.
Your a parasite.
Corroding me flesh away.
And even if you never realize
the damage you dealt,
I'll be rid of the pain.

Don't even look at me as if I was once yours!
You don't deserve to,
I was never yours alone
I was vulnerable and you used that
against my better judgment.

The destruction of a life
You hated so much, has ended!
I'm going to live NO matter what it takes.
I'm going to love again,
Just wait and see.
You will never succeed in killing me!:)