Shared Pains

In troubled manner shall I sleep,
Till I no longer make you weep.
What can I do to stop the fall?
Cease your hurts, end it all?
To cause you pain, or see it done,
Kills me more than any gun.
I hear you cry and call your name,
For hurting you, harms me the same.
Why is it though must be this was,
That fear and pain are all that stay?
What happened to that lovely night,
When bond between us grew so tight?
I love you still as I did then,
And long to know that night again.
I'll do whatever you now need
To stop this evil hateful seed
From growing more, and taking hold,
and making you again turn cold.
But if you need me now to leave
To keep you from the need to grieve,
The news would tear my heart apart,
But willingly then would I part.
For though the act would soon kill me,
I want to let you happy be.