Ily mum

It's been a few months since you left
Although it seemed like a theft
I understand now its what he wanted
Even though it seemed haunted
I miss you more and more each day
There was so much I never got to say
I stood there and watched as he took you away
No more time to live, to laugh, or play
I miss you more then you would ever understand
I miss having you there to hold my hand
Hold my hand when things went wrong
Held my hand and made me strong
I miss the way you smiled
Even if it was for a little while
It's these things I will miss
Ah yes those times of bliss
I miss the way you make me smile
The time I spent with you was all worthwhile
If I could go back in time
And have it so you were all mine
I miss you so much more then words can say
I miss you more and more each day
I wish you were here by my side
Wish you were here for all of the ride
Sadly I know your not anymore
You have gone up there to explore
Explore and get it ready for me
Ready for when he sets me free
Ready for when it's you and me
I miss you so much there's tears in my eyes
I miss you so much im starting to cry
I wish he had never taken you away
I wish he never made me feel this pain
This pain of not having you by my side
The pain of not having you to guide
I miss having you there to care
I miss having you not there
I miss the times when we could laugh
But now I see im here for youre behalf
So now im going to stand up tall
Im not going to let them see fall
As I stand up tall and wipe my tears
Im going to let go of all my fears
As I wipe that final tear
I let go of all my fears
For I know that you've never left my side
And that you're always there on the inside
So with that I have some words to say
I will always love you each and everyday
And no matter what comes my way
I know that I will beat it everyday
See I have learnt he gives us these tests
Cause he knows can beat them unlike the rest
And with the courage in knowing this
I know I will make it even with you amiss
See what we had was a love so strong
A love that could never go wrong
And even though I miss you more each day
I now see im going be okay
Even though at times I need you here with me
I realise that he needed you more then I can see
But I promise you this one thing
When I come see you I'll give you back your wings
Your wings you gave me to get rid of my fears
The fears I had that brought all my tears
I wish you could see how far I've come
See how brave ive become
The brave not because I faced a fear
But a brave will no one else hear
For in this bravery is love no one else has got
A love in which I thought I had forgot
But as I looked deep inside I see it still there
And in an instant it wipes all my fears
Mummy I miss you more everyday
But now my skys turning blue instead of grey
I know ill see you oh so soon
But until then I will release a balloon
A balloon that shows my sign of love for you
A balloon that will always be true
Mummy I miss you so much and its now getting late
So I must postpone this letter to another date
But don't worry mum what you heard is true
Yes I miss you a lot but I do love you