Nothing But A Scar( Lost Cause)

I keep falling into this state.
This state of depression
I keep losing myself in this place.
This place of addiction.
All I ever wanted was exception.
All I ever got was desolation.
But who will save me now.
I just wanted to be your smile.
I am just your frown.
I keep dreaming of love.
A love I cannot have.
I keep loving someone.
Someone who hurts me so bad.
All I ever wanted was a place.
All I got was an unfilled empty space.
But who feels my pain.
I just wanted to be your heart.
Now I'm weeping in the dark.
I am nothing but a scar
On everyone's heart.
Just me a lost cause.