My Last Day

I feel so alone
i have no one to call my own

i feel so empty in this world so big and wide
sometimes i wonder if i should just go and hide

hide from it all
so i wont feel so small

all i want is a comforting shoulder
someone who will just listen and understand
who will lend a helping hand

all i want is to be loved
but instead my heart is just getting shoved

shoved in the dirt
and filling up with hurt

its getting harder to go on
should i just keep going on
i mean no one would care or even notice if i was gone

i just want to take a long sleep
and wake up as beautiful as she

she is what guys want
and I'm just so plain and not to mention a lil blunt

i just want to get away
and run to that day

the day where i dream everything will be ok
and i wont be here hoping this is my last day