Lost Love- Thoughts plz?

You were so handsome,
You had the gentlest touch,
You knew just how to please me,
thought you loved me so much.

But I guess I was wrong,
Because you left me for Sue,
Who weighed one hundred and four,
and thats counting the silicon too.

You just walked away, and put me out of your mind,
But I always thought of you, and that made me depressed,
Cutting helped for a bit, but I needed more relief,
Thoughts filled my head, and emotions filled my chest.

Drinking is good, but it wasn't enough,
So I turned on my oven and put burns on my arm,
I chewed on broken glass, and put nail marks on my legs,
I layed on rusty screws, never too much harm.

Theres never been another,
and I know there never will,
You are the only one I want,
meeting you sealed that deal.

It's been a long time since you left,
and I've been thinking of you a lot,
I think of you making love with Sue,
and I want to killover on the spot.

If I ever meet a genie,
and I get to make a wish,
I will wish for you to die,
so sue shall never again feel your kiss.

I am so depreesed right now,
It's like I'm in a hole,
and the more I think of you,
I go down deeper without control.

Going farther, deeper down,
I know I can't get out,
So I walk over to my drawer,
and pull my pistol out.

Walking back to my bed,
I grab a picture of you,
I take out a pen and write on it,
"You will always be stuck in my heart like Glue"

I lay down and cover up,
putting my head down on my pillow,
I take my gun, aim and shoot,
and out of this mortal world I go.

Even though I am a spirit,
my love has stayed the same,
I will love you forever on,
because my heart you had to claim.