Hallucination (I was alone)

I was alone in a river of blood
Drowning forever, it seemed a flood
I looked to the blue fire in the sky
Shaking with fear, I started to cry

I was alone in a dark, gloomy night
Fell into the floor, couldn't see the light
I felt my skin bleeding in despair
How could my sorrow ever seem fair?

I was alone, weeping on the floor
Couldn't see right, opened the door
Hallucinations made me fall apart
Touching my shirt, felt a knife in my heart

I was alone, sleeping in my grave
My twisted mind, I couldn't save
My scars were gray, empty of life
Still held in my hand my faithful knife