I'm still counting the tears, until i'm over you

Every time I'm alone
I'll just blame it on you
it gets me through
all the nights i cry
and I'm counting the tears
until I'm over you

we both know
that we want it
but you left me no choices
and I'm counting the thoughts of us
until I'm over you

you brought down my walls
that were built so high
and I'm counting the bricks that fall
until I'm over you

sometimes i watch the world flash by
and i wonder what it was like
to wake up every day
to your smiling face
and I'm counting the days
until I'm over you

and i do know
i can't change it
and no matter how it hurts
i just have to face it
and I'm counting the pains
until I'm over you

if i could give you up
like a forgotten drug
would i want to let you
out of this soap opera called life
and I'm counting the episodes
until I'm over you

so when they ask me how long it took
to stop seeing your face in my dreams
I'll know just what to say
"I'm still counting it all, until I'm over him"