Completely Losing Control

You say you love me, but we aren't together.
You make no sense, what do I do?
You made me believe you, this happening never.
All the tears that fall, are because of the infamous you.

I'm losing grip, completely losing control.
I miss your arms around me, and you saying goodnight.
Being without you is getting to me, really taking a toll.
All I can do is wipe away tears, and hug this pillow tight.

With each day that passes, your more and more gone.
The more and more is hurts, the more tears that fall.
The less I care about life, the more I miss you.
The more I realize that your my everything, my all.

I'm begging you, just please come back to me.
It will all be different, trust me I promise it will.
I just can't find a way, can't let go of you.
At this point to be with you dear, I would kill.

I hate the fake happiness, acting like I don't care.
Do you really believe it? Can you see right through?
Into your beautiful eyes, I long to stare.
Tell me what I have to do, trust me I will go to any length for you.